oh my friend

last month (sept) suddenly got lot of people went to UK to further study, 1 of my frens, my cousin, and even my tour guide's daughter in korea also went there. actually i so envy of them, they can go to another country to "enjoy" thier new life....
1 of my frens was leaving on 14/9, she is now so "homesick", i think she is still cant adopt herself in UK, cos she nvr leave her family for so long time, (this time she go for 1 year) even when she lead a tour to abroad, she will get homesick...she is too dependent....everytime read her journal in her blog or the mail she had email to me, i feel so sad....
i m not the dependence person, when meet somethings happen, i also not stable enuff to settle it down...and always like avoid it or find people settle for me, cos i m not strong enuff to face it...but m learn it now, learn to face the problem, learn to be stable....
i know my fren still cant used to it the UK's life, but it just a start, hope she can adopt herself soon...she is so eagle to get a job there, she is so worry abt cant get the job....be patient...cos job is not easy to get nowaday...
m not be alone in other place for so long time, even have, i also can go back home once a week, so i donno what is the feeling abt when family and frens are not with u, i think it must be so lonely, but good thing is can leard more, learn abt how to be patient, how to face when meet difficulties, and learn the new things which in malaysia cant be learned...for me that is good...after this step, will be more strong...i also hope i can have this chance to go out one day...so my dream is working abroad...ofcos not work in s'pore lah....cos only next to malaysia, i also can back home everyday or once a week. i wish to go out to see more, although i can now, but it is only few days...can just only learn how to communicate with people, although my talking skill not yet improve until now. besides, also can learn how to settle problem, although i also havnet yet to settle any problem, but i think is coming soon ( the mosquito problem), but i can make more frens and see more type of people, can know more things from them...
to fen, hope u can adopt urself soon, and learn not to be cried when heard ur family's voice, cos ur parents will be more worried abt u...v will try to send u the things u wan...don think abt too much here, if like that u will nvr step out...ofcos u must to think lah, but don too much lah...if not, after u will forget us...i think is just a start so u are suffering now, after few months u will used to it and more enjoy ur time there...
i think i wont/ will seldom email u lah, cos i m lazy to reply ppl's email, but i can write letter to u, but plz keep email me, don let my mail box blank...haha..cos my mail box only u will email to me....so lonely...hope u can use to it in UK's life...happy to heard u that u are doing ur housework...don let the spider net spread all over ur room....haha..